Shades of Grey

Living now it all exists
Imagery and dissonance
Watching, waiting everyday
I see it all
It's gone away

It's gone away

Never really knowing why
It crossed my mind a thousand times
Should I speak or should I sigh
I live to know I lose my mind
Event now, even then it all just constitutes my sin
Wishful thinking gone astray
I watch you fall
You make me pray

You make me pray

Nothing matters nothing goes
Restrain myself from all of this pain
I watch it fade
I own it all but nothing stays
It never really stays
Just fades away

Just fades away

Movements past
Matters grey
I held it high above but nothing stays

I go on living in the past
The best for worst I leave it now
I bury my thoughts they still exist
Never mind it all conflicts

Never mind

I close my eyes
I shut them tight
You're still in me I can not fight
You lay me down
I can not win
You make me stay
Now I begin