Myself

Lately they've been saying I ain't Acting like myself
Ok I know what I want
Fuck what you thought
This who I am
I cant loose sight of myself
Watch those close
Now a days you can't tell
Yeah most likely Ill probably fail
And
When I win you'll be right there
Dam i was lost
long nights wouldn't end
Now I don't feel I just keep my Distance
Theirs no extension
I live like it endless
It's just the beginning
A race for position
I cope on decisions
I ain't mad I ain't tripping
I'm back from the fall
You thought I'd be different
I'm broken installed
A whole other vision
Hard to relate I was not in the Kitchen
Head in clouds
It was more like to figure
Life should be now
Don't wait cuz they won't miss ya
I know it gets harder but tell what's New
I been bizarre cuz my skin is a Mixture
I Look up to stars
I don't look up to you
We all from the bottom regardless The views
I ain't impressed with the diamonds And tools
We all start from nothing
And
End with that too
I hope for the best off the edge see You soon
My mind is to solar Im way past the Moon
They say that's it's over for me
And
I'm through
I'll be right here ain't no rest who are You
I know myself to bone ain't no fluke
You sold yourself now you do what They do
I been myself now and days that ain't Cool
I ain't got to prove nothing less but The truth
Hate never leaves
An idea turn religion
I buried my dreams
Just to hope you would visit
Watch who you love there's a price On your feelings
I've said enough and I know they Won't listen
I give no fucks label me non existent
Watch how I rule as I'm able I'm Willing
I'm Different I know ever since I Remember
I can't relate but I see the agenda
More money more problems more Sinning I get it
I'm felling like
I can't stop winning
But really I'm empty so tempted to End it
Heart hollow
I'll leave when Im finished
Good riddance
Cold lizards
They slither
Gossip then befriend ya
I won't get involved
So Y'all can continue
Circle is smaller I guess I'm the issue
I'm back even stronger
You don't know what I've been Through
Don't even bother no time to get in To
I'm just myself get this wealth for a living
Aren't we all in the this hell
Or
Am I tripping
We can obtain
More than
What we are givin
I will not settle
Regardless position
No one else left but the time that I Spent here
The only admission 6 feet in these Ditches
I'm Left with myself better off fuck Em really