Dismay

Shadow Heart Mob, dark side avenger hoes told me
That they love me but they all been pretenders
Looking for love in the wrong place at the wrong time
Left a nigga in the snow cold like December
I remember the day I told myself you was the one
To light up my dark world with a bright sun
But fuck that, you just wanna see my world burn
Well my world turned into something never thought of see
Now I'm on to better things
I had to change do right by myself so I could stay sane
Been damaged for a while so I could take pain
I just wanna know if you planning to leave me in the rain
Dark days left me in the shade so I switched lanes
Changed up my mental yeah I had to switch page
Crossed paths with niggas that did me filthy fuck 'em
Though a nigga got too much shit to lose
So I sail smooth I peruse with a brew or 2 and a wood
To make me mellow out so I could play it cool
Cause nowadays I don't know what to do with all these niggas
Who pretend to be a friend but they just wanna come up from you
Man that shit crazy I knew you since a baby and you played me
Taught me that niggas is hella shady
On a different page for a different situation
So I used my hindsight to light up the dark way
At the end of the day I'm my own man gotta do my own thing
Niggas quick to switch and flip just like a book page
Demons in my body tryna escape from my chest cage
Tried to cut em out using my old trusty switchblade
Dismayed nigga been out of it since the sixth grade
Only one thing on my mind and it's to get paid
It's to get paid, only one thing on my mind and it's to get paid