KEEP UP

I'll sell my soul to the devil for a good price
Let me live a lavish life
Let me feel nice
Let me feel love
Let me feel numb
To all my demons at my door
I don't want none

Drinking whisky out the bottle like i'm searching for a genie
I promise you, you do not want to be me
On the outside, may be gleaming
But all that glitters, ain't gold
I hope my family taken care of before i get old
I got high hopes
My eyes low
I'm cold
And i know
I look up to God like
"Haven't spoken in a while"
If I tell you that i've been good
Then i'm clearly in denial
Cuz I been losing every part of me that makes me feel alive
Sometimes I wanna die
But that don't feel right
Cuz there's still more I feel I gotta do in my life
My time ain't over yet
Life a joke no second guess
I ain't ever happy so don't ask me what it is
Mm
I'm depressed
And all you think i think about is sex
I just want you to be happy that's it-nothing less
I'm sorry that I'm always tryna get between your legs
But I swear your fucking knees are heavens gates
And if sex is on the table then I'm grabbing me a plate
And goin in for seconds
Can I hear a fuckin' a-men
Aye
Fuck
Should i just take my fucking life?
Fuck it
Roll the dice I won't think twice
Bang

I can't, I can't keep up
I can't, I can't keep up
I can't, I can't keep up
I can't, I can't keep up