Looking For You

(Barksty made this beat)

I've been, fighting real depression
Trying to, cope with this shit slowly

I'm tryna heal from the inside
Remember when shooting them niggas on Air Drive (facts)
My first gun was a deuce five (boom)
Post on the block all day throwing 6 signs (6 block)
I'm steady coping with drugs
Wondering if they have a heaven for thugs (heaven for thugs)
Nobody showing me love
In love with the trenches, she gave me a hug (gave me a hug)
I'm steady fighting depression
Don't wanna die, so I stay with my weapon (stay with my weapon)
Took losses, but took them in lessons
Had blood on my shoes, just like Giuseppe (just like Giuseppe)
Everything I see, red
Demons and voices, get out of my head (out of my head)
I know niggas want me dead
I feel like Osama, I got niggas scared (Six)
Momma had told me to thank god
Even though I'm with the demons, on the low ride
Known to the pain, I can't cry
Ain't shit dropping crazy when Mitch died (mitch)
I had to carry his casket
Slide through the opps, had to shoot me a basket
Gotta get back, focused and rappin'
But I'm still trying to catch me a nigga in traffic (no cap)

I been, out all day (come outside nigga)
Come outside, let's play (you know what time it is)
I have been, looking for you (24/7)
Come out nigga (Six)

I wanna let bygones be bygones
But I still want revenge for Zion (Zion)
I'm in the trenches with lions
Now I have snakes, have me thinkin' bout Kayon (damn)
That was one of my fears
Now I'm prepared, it is what it is (it what it is)
All of the pain through the years
I turn my pain to bullets and tears (tears)

I been, out all day (we out 24/7 nigga)
Come outside, let's play (come outside)
I have been, looking for you (ain't no hiding when you on that radar)
(I need that) (Six, Six)

On the six, we bully the bullies
Playing with voodoo, and dodging them bullets (dodging them bullets)
Fuck a mask, I'm grabbing my hoodie
Glock got a switch, one bullet to pull it (frr, frr)
In Cali, I'm finally livin'
Was just in the hood, just like a engine
They know that we roll in the city
Stunting on bitches by Kendrick and Bibby

I been, out all day (we outside nigga)
Come outside, let's play (let's play ball)
I have been, looking for you (I've been looking for you nigga for so long)
That get back coming