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I would break down
Tears on the pillow with my face down
Blood on my wrists with the blade out
Promising the world that I'll be space bound
Got a momma that I gotta make proud
I won't break
Ima stay
Cuz today, is a new day
All my life
I've been afraid to try
Ima fly, that's a promise
Yea, intermission, hit ignitions, fire engines
I've been on a mission, with intention
Finding vision, tired living lies
Spending life, hidden by wicked minds
You should know this kid's divine
One, one, one bitch it's my time
Ya'll should know I did my time
Karma came to fix my crimes
Hard to say but shit, I lied
About a hundred million times
Still I rise, healed inside
Took those pills I still survived
All it did was kill my pride
Had to find the will inside
Look within and find it
I've been searching where the light is
Try it, take it day by day
I'm living proof that shit can change
So ima fucking light the way
The dark gon see a brighter day
Looking back it's such a trip how far I came
I would break down
Tears on the pillow with my face down
Blood on my wrists with the blade out
Promising the world that I'll be space bound
Got a momma that I gotta make proud
I won't break
Ima stay
Cuz today, is a new day
All my life
I've been afraid to try
Ima fly, that's a promise