Words (Shock You)

[Intro]
I hate the way I am
Everybody tells you that you’ll be fine
But I don’t feel that way

[Verse]
I cannot handle my own plans
I want to rest but my mind holds me back
You don’t want to know what I’m thinking of
But I wanna tell you so I get that sweet taste of pain

[Chorus]
Why do I deserve love if everything I do is wrong?
Keep screaming if you think it helps
I know I suck but I try my best
But my best is to cry every night
So loudly in my mind
While I’m in bed

[Verse]
Do I have to impress people?
Nobody trusts me anymore
All I lost ‘cause it was my fault

[Chorus]
I miss the old days
Even though I’m young I still feel it
Is pain an obsession?
Because I want to feel it again
When you feel it run through your veins
Be careful of what you do

[Bridge]
I know it’s great when you don’t care
But once it’s over, you’ll realize that it’s too late
That’s how I lost my ways
I don’t care if they yell at my face
I just want to apologize if I hurt you

[Outro Verse]
I guess life would be better without me
I’m tired of it and I’m gonna break through
This one’s for me and for no one else
This one’s for me and for nobody else