Vanish

I think incessantly, repulse the man in me
I contemplate all day and wonder 'bout my fate
This glass terrarium, my sanitarium
I wish I was a star, have yet to go that far

Gotta pray another lie will disappear
And vanish from this world
Don't you know that everything that's real is here
And yes, I'm sure it hurts

Gotta pray another dissonance rings out
But you see another fool believes
Gotta pray another lie will disappear
And vanish from this world

I break the rules again, to hold the sun in hands
I used to win this game, check-in with different names
This small terrarium, my sanitarium
I contemplate all day and slowly lose my ways

Disappear in fear and walk out
Watch you leave me here and talk down
Try to complicate the easy ways
Like a snail you move so slowly
Looking back, you seemed so lonely
Turn the insides out and seize the day