Ephedrine

Watch you watching me &
I catch you watching me &
you empty inside me, just to watch me bleed.
I see your footsteps bend in my mind
as shadows stomp their way down my spine.
I try to run away, I can't hide.
The demons that I see are inside,
watch you watching me &
I catch you watching me&
you empty inside me, just to watch me bleed.
You say my life is a lie, you can see with violence.
Show me reality,
I feel you look at me,
I feel your hands on me,
I know your love but I'm not gonna cry.
Good God, can't you fucking see?
Good God, is this a fucking dream?
Good God while I lie & bleed.
Good God what'd you do to me?
I can see empty in me.
I lie & bleed all I can see &
you step on me again &
your back on me again &
you empty inside me just to watch me bleed &
when I close my eyes you're all I see,
I can't take your face from my dreams,
I feel you look at me,
I feel your hands on me.
I know your love but
I'm not gonna cry