Benzos

[Verse 1]
I feel the world slipping from my grasp
Staring at old pictures thinking bout the past
Thought I came in first, but really I'm in last
Thought I was steel but really I’m just glass
We all fall apart, edges become sharp
So we hurt the ones who fucked with our hearts
Defense mechanisms for future acts of terrorism
Happiness hasn't risen, where do I go from here?
Path is no longer clear, cloudy with a chance of showers
Sometimes I think I've gone crazy trying to waste away the hours
I’m scared of being left alone
Because bad things happen when I'm on my own
I just wanna go back home, go back home
Be alone, safe in my little zone cause

[Hook: x2]
Mind racing
Heart breaking
Feelings rush in, I'm shaking
Addicted to the Benzos that I'm takin
Addicted to the Benzos that I'm takin!

[Verse 2]
Stuck in a snow storm while you in another man's arms
Sitting here wishing I could move to Mars
Over people, they want to be evil
Cause nobody cares about the trash
Throw me away and all the memories will pass
Don't worry, I'm gone, no need to say goodbye
Inside these songs I can hide I’ll be fine
Anxiety rises so do my vices, hate all the nights when
I’m drowning, Poseidon, thinking bout you beside him
Was I just someone to confide in?
If I said I didn't miss you I’d be lying, but I keep trying
To act like a pact of lions, I'm so prideful!
But sometimes nothing makes sense
Like selling bibles to atheists

[Hook: x2]
Mind racing
Heart breaking
Feelings rush in, I'm shaking
Addicted to the Benzos that I'm takin
Addicted to the Benzos that I’m takin!

[Verse 3]
I'm so fucking over this shit!
Nothin is my business, but you flexing
Keeping me in a prison with every social media decision
Now I'm fucking itchin to prove that my shit is bitchin
Cooking heat up in my kitchen, illest alive is the mission!
But a slave to the prescription, every pill I pop a decision
II wanna feel good wanna feel loved
Wanna feel like I was more than enough!
I wanna feel good wanna feel loved
No matter how high I get it's never enough!
It's never enough! I gotta act like I'm so tough
Act like I don't give a fuck, cause nothing is what it seems
Man nothing in life is better than in your dreams
Please pull me apart at the seems, yo I'm
Addicted to the benzos that I'm taking
Addicted to the benzos benzos I'm
Addicted to the benzos that I'm taking
Addicted to the benzos benzos I'm...I'm addicted...yeah