Drinking again (feat. RUINER)
I wish that I could spend more time at home
And I could sleep at night
Too much time alone
I wanna see my wife and son more
I got a lot to give
I wish that I could love more
Shit
I wish I would have done more
Na
I know I could have done more
But It's like the minute were living
We're beginning to die
So I been thinking of living
I think I'll give it a try
But there's a bit more to living than just being alive
So I'm sitting here thinking I'ma get up and fly
But
I'm just staring at my phone
Why do I need approval
From those I hardly know ay
Well we still learning ain't we
I thought it would be perfect
When we reach a certain age
See I thought I'd have it all figured out
But We never really grow up
We just get bigger now
Sitting here thinking
About What I'm gonna do
And I don't know
So I'm just drinking again
Sitting here thinking
About What I'm gonna do
And I don't know
Cause I been drinking again
Some days I wake up on a high
Other days I'm feeling so low
Tryna get ahead with these ever changing goal posts
No jokes
Some days I fucking hate myself
Some are so-so
Other days I fully rate myself
I take it as it comes innit
Strap in and sit tight
Cause Most epiphany's within me happen after midnight
Counting heart beats
Awake
Can't sleep or on a wave
Head and heart in disarray
Flipping heck they got a lot to say
But I'm so happy that I'm here now
Without making mistakes
I don't know where I would be now
So I'm still living in the moment
Loving for a life time
Whilst scrimping for the tokens
Thinking things are hopless
So no we ain't done yet
Start before the sun rise and finish when the sun sets
But these times are so golden
Rising Beside those I hold closest
Sitting here thinking
About What I'm gonna do
And I don't know
So I'm just drinking again
Sitting here thinking
About What I'm gonna do
And I don't know
Cause I been drinking again
I been distant I been missing
I been thinking a lot
I been drifting got me thinking
I been drinking too much
I been living I been loving
I been singing this song
Until tomorrow
Time is borrowed
I could blink and it's gone
I been living I been loving
I been singing this song
Until tomorrow
Time is borrowed
I could blink and it's gone