Freight Train

I have seen this light before
But you stood in my way
Save me from this path that I once led
That I once fucking led

I was sinking trying to stay afloat
But it was just too hard I kept trying and trying but yet I'm drowning
In my sleep and yet I'm drowning in my sleep and well

It seems I can't afford to see pass all the consequences of words I never meant to say, or all the actions I wish I never had to take

Now its all gone
Its all on me I feel the guilt
Now I'm sinking once again
Faster than before
Its on my shoulders, burden
Its tearing me apart
I want to rid of things to what it was before

I can say that I'm the one to blame
And now I guess its true that things are not the same
Its like we never saw eye to eye
If only you could take a moment
And understand how I truly felt inside

The sun has set
The wait has come
For the dawn to rise
For the dawn to fucking rise

As darkness cast upon us, we are blinded to see the great things that we had
Right beneath our fucking noses

Granted, my mind is weak
And everything I tried to hold in place
Has fallen apart unless I've come to learn that maybe I'm not ready for what life has in store for me

The sun has set
The wait has come
For the dawn to rise
For the dawn to fucking rise

Like a freight train
It crashes hard to the back of my head