Love Like Before

Just friends
That's what you said just friends
Well that depends
Or do you wanna play pretend
That nothing ever happened
That nothing's still there
I think that I could be fine if we didn't go there
But I kinda miss you
I could still kiss you but that would be bad
Been through this one too many times
My heart goes boom and all the stars aline
But only for a second then it all goes back
I wish that I could stop doing that
And not leave a line of hearts on the train tracks
My feelings fall flat
Don't want to leave a line of hearts on the train tracks
I guess
I need to confess I guess
I want to love you less
But I'm just making a mess
Of what I did
Of what I said
Don't want you to pay for what I decided
I care for you deeply I mean it sincerely
Wholehearted
I've been through this too many times
I don't think that I ever lied
About how I felt, about how I left, sometimes I just wish I was somebody else
I do this every time I fall in love
My heart gets scared and I just wanna run
But I don't wanna hurt anymore
I wish that I could love like before
Before I was broken before I grew up
And found out that love is just one big set up
I hope that someday I'll find the one
but today's not that day so I'll just give up
Been through this one too many times
My heart goes boom and all the stars aline
But only for a second then it all goes back
I wish that I could stop doing that
And not leave a line of hearts on the train tracks
I've been through this one too many times
My heart goes boom and all the stars aline
But only for a second then it all goes back
I wish that I could stop doing that
And not leave a line of hearts on the train tracks