Beautiful Oblivion

I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rines
But the lack thereof
Would leave me empty inside
Swallow my doubt
Turn it inside out
Find nothin' but faith in nothing
Wanna pull my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendevous, then I'm through with you
I've been burned like a wicker cabinet
Chalk white and oh so frail
I see our time has gotten stale
The tick tock of the clock is painful
All sane and logical
I want to tear it off the wall
I hear words and clips and phrases
I think sick like ginger ale
My stomach turns and I exhale
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rines
But the lack thereof
Would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt
Turn it inside out
Find nothin' but faith in nothing
Wanna pull my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendevous, then I'm through with you
So callous where my mind states
But it's not my state of mind
I'm not as ugly sad as you
Or am I origami
Fold it up and just pretend
Demented as the motives in your head
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rines
But the lack thereof
Would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt
Turn it inside out
Find nothin' but faith in nothing
Wanna pull my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendevous, then I'm through with you
But I alone am the one you don't know
You need to keep for your ego
Make me blind when your eyes close
Sink when you get close
Tie me to the bed post
I alone am the one you don't know
You need you don't you need me
Make me blind when your eyes close
Tie me to the bedpost
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rines
But the lack thereof
Would leave me empty inside
Swallow my doubt
Turn it inside out
Find nothin' but faith in nothing
Wanna pull my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendevous, then I'm through
Now I'm through with you
Through with you
Rendevous then I'm through with you