Absence

I wanna leave you all, in the past
I wanna leave it all, will I last
When I'm in the fall, life doesn't go fast
I wanna keep it all delicate as glass
In my absence
What would happen
Would you mention me in passing
Would you regret what had happened
Would it fill the room with sadness
In my absence
What would happen
Would you say that its unlucky
Would you think the news is lovely
Would you just be acting ugly
But Ohhh,
I don't know where I would go
Would I fly away from home
Would I land on some snow
It has a glow
While I'm phasing through this world of mine
I can't find the time
To stop and see the world around me
I can't unwind
In this world I feel just like a shadow
Maybe you can know
In this world I'm feeling overshadowed
Maybe I'm shallow
In my absence I don’t know if you’d be missing me
In my absence, would you tell dead air your final plea
In my absence, craft your words just like a masterpiece
In my absence, would you live your life like I'm deceased
But Ohhh, I don't know where I would go
Would I fly away from home
Would I land on some snow
It has a glow
In my absence
What would happen
Would you mention me in passing
Would you regret what had happened
Would it fill the room with sadness
In my absence
What would happen
Would you say that its unlucky
Would you think the news is lovely
Would you just be acting ugly