FATHER

I had to grow, so don't you tell me that I changed, nigga
A couple niggas changed on me, that shit hurt my soul, it brought a lot of pain, nigga
Like LGB, shit wasn't all sunny and rainbow
I had to walk through the rain tho, I don't think you comprehend, though
I'm sinnin' everyday, I'm askin' God Will I ever be an angel
I don't think so, but I wanna see my fallen angels
I wanna make it to the other side But I keep on fallin' for the same damn hole
Shorty, I've been missin' you, but you not the same no more
And I've been thinkin' bout my life, the shit I had to sacrifice
I know that I'm gonna be good, because I move with Jesus Christ
But sometimes I be feelin' like I'm walkin' down the same path
That got me fucked up, the same path that got me screwed up
The same path that got me by myself, in my mind is like a fuckin' cell
Niggas said they love me, but won't even check up on me
Niggas said they love me, but won't even check up on me
Even call me, even text me, even say if I'm okay
But it's okay, because I finally see your true colors
But it's okay, I don't even get mad no more
She said I'm the one, she said I'm the best She said that she love me, but she left me
Like the rest
Thinkin' bout the times, thinkin' bout the flex
Thinkin' bout the times when your head was on my chest
Thinkin' bout the calls and we had no rest
Thinkin' bout the times when I gave you my best
When I told you that I love you, girl, you know that was a test
But you failed, cause you left just like the rest
Coulda brought you to the places that you wanted it to eat
Coulda brought you to the places that you wanted it to see
Thinkin' bout the times we used to skip class just to meet
Now you gotta find someone who is just as good as me
I'll be better in life if you don't come back to me
You can get on your knees, you can even say please
If I told you that I love you, girl, do not believe me
But don't you cry, cause I'm soon to be deceased
Shorty, I've been missin' you, but you not the same no more
And I've been thinkin' bout my life, the shit I had to sacrifice
I know that I'm gonna be good, because I move with Jesus Christ
But sometimes I be feelin' like I'm walkin' down the same path
That got me fucked up, the same path that got me screwed up
The same path that got me by myself, in my mind is like a fuckin' cell