Dark Thoughts

I got these dark thoughts, and I don't know what to do with them
They're taking over and I feel myself sinking in
They're telling me all kinds of weird and stupid-crazy things
I'm losing grip and I can feel myself slip
I got these dark thoughts, and they're pulling me away from here
It's like I'm losing this fight to keep my mind clear
It won't be long until I totally just disappear
Down this path that I'm driving on but cannot steer
I love V-necks cos I got a fat head
Before you say I'm cray, you better get your facts checked
Let me tell you, if you mess with me, I'll leave you dead
You don't believe me? Well wait until I see you next
You eye me up like that you're asking for a carry-on
But think twice before you break the ice you walk upon
You never know, you might just find out that my mind is gone
Cos once we started, there's no stopping - it's a marathon

I got these dark thoughts, and I really don't desire them
They're stronger now than I can ever hope to quieten
I'm terrified that I would throw away all common sense
If only for a moment of some violence
I got these dark thoughts, and they're keeping me awake at night
They got me fighting with my demons by the moonlight
I toss and turn while fantasising of a knife fight
The urge is rising, 'bout to blow up like some dynamite
Dear Lord, will you give me strength?
I'm 'bout to kill this motherfucker I don't care for the consequence
Ten years ago I came off second-best
But now it's time for the rematch and I got no stake left
With a fire in my belly, I am out of my head
If looks could kill, you'd already be dead
I'll do what it takes to win a fight to the death
How far it's gonna go, I don't even know myself