PUT MYSELF THROUGH HELL

Used to break my skin
To make sure I wasn't dyin
But I'm still tryin
To come to terms with what
Whatever I think I am
But don't think I can

Because I look in the mirror and I don't like what I see
like I'm starting to be something that nobody needs
So fed up with myself
If I was someone else
I could look in my eyes
And say it straight to my face
That if I never change
I'll go alone to my grave
If I was someone else
I'd put myself through hell

King of let downs
And heavy lies the crown
Somewhere I lost myself

Trap doors, dead ends
And now I can't pretend
I could be someone else

Because I look in the mirror and I don't like what I see
like I'm starting to be something that nobody needs
So fed up with myself
If I was someone else
I could look in my eyes
And say it straight to my face
That if I never change
I'll go alone to my grave
If I was someone else
I'd put myself through hell

Crawlin in my own skin
Swimmin through an ocean
Close enough to taste it
Til all of it was wasted

Because I look in the mirror and I don't like what I see
like I'm starting to be something that nobody needs
So fed up with myself
If I was someone else
I could look in my eyes
And say it straight to my face
That if I never change
I'll go alone to my grave
If I was someone else
I'd put myself through hell