hard to watch

You say, every time you look at him your heart's torn in two
And you can't quite let go of the pain that's in you
But every time that you're with him you have a different smile
So I let you do your thing for a little while
You say that time might help so you're waiting it out
Even though his actions sometimes make you doubt
Oh every time that you're with him you convince yourself
There's nothing more to do that could ever help
But I'm asking you
Is this really true
Is this really true
It's getting hard to watch as someone on your side
Knowing the battles you fight every night
Nothing more that I can do
While you struggle and bruise
By your own words and the promises made
I wish you were just a little more afraid
Of completely losing yourself
So you don't willingly walk through hell
You cried in my place saying you're gonna stop
But when the time came you couldn't call the shot
Cos every time that you're with him you're compromised
By his words, his actions and the little lies
I tell you again that it's not gonna work
Oh the more that you stay, oh the more it's gonna hurt
But every time that you're with him you convince yourself
You'll live through this chaos to prove you're something else
But I'm asking you
Is this really true
Is this really true
It's getting hard to watch as someone on your side
Knowing the battles you fight every night
Nothing more that I can do
While you struggle and bruise
By your own words and the promises made
I wish you were just a little more afraid
Of completely losing yourself
So you don't willingly walk through hell