Flip

I'm old now and I find
That it's nicer to be kind
Than to be cold all the time
To be free to call you mine

And be able to see through it
I'm a fraud you always knew it
Even if I don’t do it
On purpose

But that's just on the surface
Getting deeper makes me nervous
But resisting doesn't service me
Anymore

The many more lovers
That I talk about and sigh
They no longer make me cry
Because finally I
Am free to call you mine

I think about you all the time
In my sleep and in the day
I keep thinking how I wouldn't have it
Any other way

I'm so sorry that I'm fake sometimеs
It's just how I've been trained, and I
Know that it doesn't justify
My opaquе little lies

But Ryan

For you I'm gonna try it
Gonna be myself and buy it
Never turn off or be quiet
Or ever let you deny it

I think about you all the time
In my sleep and in the day
I keep thinking how I wouldn't have it
Any other way