Just Friends

I once had a close friend
Always so self-condemned
I thought he'd never see me
He was just as scared me

And i tried and i tried and i tried
But he only saw someone
To change or leave
Cuz why would this be

I thought it was all my fault
He told me never to fall
But i loved him with my whole heart
And that made him fall apart

And i tried and i tried and i tried
But he only saw someone
To love and leave
Cuz why would this be

My mum thinks you're no good for me
And i see how good you want to be
But this is the dumbest shit i've ever seen
I'm not getting trapped at age 19

So i'll try and i'll try and i'll try
To do what i can
To take care of me
And i will leave it be