Thoughts

These thoughts are too cloudy
This shit isn't normal weather
Trust me you don't wanna be in my thinking process when I start forming letters
Just to know me you will need a few Fortune tellers
A few people that are more than callous
Who woulda thought that thinking would be a vice to me?
Y'all got a gambling issue but this a surprise to me
That we can be anything we decide to be
But you chose animosity
You thought These feelings Supposed to latch on to me
All that opinions you thinking it's haunting me
But your plans jus couldn't match what I'm gonna be
I'm gonna rise like the ocean level due to climate
Sleeping on me I'ma wake em up open those eyelids
Hear the alarms ringing
I'm bringing those Sirens
Like blow horns in this bitch
Life is a matrix but mine is more than glitch
You're gonna wish
That you had this shit figured out like me
But y'all never did

These thoughts really got me feeling like I'm at the bottom
Maybe I'm Bruce Wayne cause I gotta face dark knights
And my city's Gotham
I don't ever talk about categories cause I don't fit in columns
Only box I'll ever be in is when they take my body and they put in coffins
These thoughts are what I shouldn't harbour

These thoughts got my mind blowing like the unibomber
I think I'm afraid of the usual karma
At the rate that I'm going ima die a martyr
And the way that these thoughts are coming maybe I should have armour
I wish that my mind had peace like the Dalai Lama
But I think I should kill my thoughts like Jeffery Dahmer

Gods plan on my dial
Gods hand on my side
Spoke the truth but they convinced that I lied
Constantly Looking back
Moments I couldn't stand
Now And I'm somewhat like superman
Not with the powers, my thoughts are like kryptonite
I don't pay attention to opinions but mine is what bothers me
they gotta put me in a room with a blind man but my Vision is something that he's gonna see
Dealing with thoughts when they happy
Peace is a feeling I been wanting so badly
But I never do get it
I'm giving my real life, that raw picture while you edit
Like photoshop
I have been sharpening teeth and I feel like a total shark
Give me my suit of armour like Tony stark
Tryna just body this image a picture they notice wrong
I've been a victim of my only problem
And there's not a single hope of solving
Nobody ever told me that my thoughts would do this
I don't trust nobody cause everybody seem to be an opportunist
And They patiently waiting to leach of me
Bet that they Sleep on me
And I been lacking a victory
Goal is to give them all chills when they picture me

Looking back hindsight
Maybe I'm Einstein
And life is a gamble I'm rolling like dices
Fuck what you think of me
Why would I care of opinions from people that's lacking in decency
Breaking the odds and I'm making it evenly
I Suffer with thoughts every evening
steadily killing them
And I'm beginning to feel like a villain again and again

These thoughts really got me feeling like I'm at the bottom
Maybe I'm Bruce Wayne cause I gotta face dark knights
And my city's Gotham
I don't ever talk about categories cause I don't fit in columns
Only box I'll ever be in is when they take my body and they put in coffins
These thoughts are what I shouldn't harbour

These thoughts got my mind blowing like the unibomber
I think I'm afraid of the usual karma
At the rate that I'm going ima die a martyr
And the way that these thoughts are coming maybe I should have armour
I wish that my mind had peace like the Dalai Lama
But I think I should kill my thoughts like Jeffery Dahmer