Be There (feat. Ryan Paul Buck)

Another night at home door closed locked with rope
Hope this time it will stop the rage bruises hidden on my face
The scars on my legs pain in my heart that aches
Heartaches hearing Imma mistake paps says I'm overweight
Schools kids ask ya got any weight he says I'm so ugly
Wants nothing of me says I'mma a pain not worth the pay
Wishing for the death of me see hate in your eyes wishing you'd lie
Say I'm worth the time worth the life now your cheating on your wife that's so wrong
Or is it so right? don't know what to do
Victim to verbal and physical abuse and for some sick reason I still love you
Cause like any kid I want your love too and as you land another bruise I wanna know do you?

When chaos surrounds me Can I count on you to be there?
When everything is broken I really need to know you care
For me

Blessed by a miracle In the love from my angel helped revive the spiritual and the relational
Like an ocean wave hearts flowing with grace compassion for my shame love for my mistakes
Ya never lose faith or that gorgeous smile on your face Eyes of stars
That radiate ever felt ya breath taken away?
I know some people relate Know my heart always amazed
As you continue to pray that we stay together grow Every day in every way
And whatever comes our way through the pain and mistakes
Through the joys and aches Praying our foundation remains
Cause we aren't the base branches of God's grace and I pray
That your heart finds a place with my own that where I am you can call home

When chaos surrounds me Can I count on you to be there?
When everything is broken I really need to know you care
For me

For so long I've kept you at a distance my arrogance and persistence
To keep livin like nothin was missing
Left me truly wishing that I could be forgiven
But my relentless obsession in finding appreciation
Left my soul vacant my heart complacent to salvation
I said I loved you and had you in my heart but what's true i lived in the dark
But you looked at my scars and though I was so far you reached out to my broken heart
To reshape me as I fell apart and now I stand here in tears knowing you were always here
And now I gotta make it clear
I need ya in my life I want ya by my side
I see you love me Forever yours tonight
I need ya in my life I want ya by my side
I see you love me Forever yours tonight

When chaos surrounds me Can I count on you to be there?
When everything is broken I really need to know you care
For me