Scars to your beautiful

Young man in his own lane
Smoke gas all propane
Still thinking bout the old days
But he say it's too much on his plate
He tired of his probation
Can't show that he's afraid
His lady drive him crazy
He still don't let it phase em
He's living in a maze
But still he won't escape
His friends they jus aquatinces
That's why they throwing shade
I ain't tryna complain I'm just tryna get a real check
Like how he getting seconds I ain't even have a meal yet
It ain't a home if I can't live where my kids at
Holding in depression got a pain where my ribs at
Thinking bout the shit you did to me I wanna flip out
And all the stupid shit you said to me I can't forget bout
Who throwing stones I'll start a fire in a brick house
It's tension in the air hot enough to sweat her wig out
And lately I been taking stuff
Like it make me tough
Can't take enough and now I'm in a bed I ain't making up
And I ain't breaking up
I just need a break for once
Devil tried I took it on the chin I can take a punch
Take a moment reflect
Code of honor respect
Heavy as the crown you wouldn't wear it with a weak neck
The way I shoot the rock who really care about my defense
And pressure make diamonds I'll be shining in the cement
Done struggled all my life u damn right I feel the need to make it
Keep on feeling high when I just wanna feel appreciated
Stayed up out the mix and all my problems got alleviated
Stayed down perfected my craft and they can see the patience
See the growth took the wrong path but I see the road
Found peace in silence now I'm good i'd rather be alone
Niggas can't jus be they self so they'd rather be a clone
Lately I been needing space praying that they leave me alone
Do for everyone and never thought about myself
I was down it was just me so now I'm up and being selfish
And I been on the grind like all the time nobody helped me
If picture worth a thousand memories I'm taking selfies
Chase my dream and just hope that they support it
Ain't just tryna live my life I'm tryna enjoy it
I'm chasing wealth stability they chasing jordans
Barely sleeping thinking how can I get rich before the morning