223 (Bonus Track)

Permanent 223, personal message
A crisis, that I reckon is Christ intervention
(It) Must be original testiment to the tension
(If) Pain is unavoidable life is a bunch of lessons
But how can you not miss me is my one and only question
You told me that you had my back and you had good intentions
But you did not deliver on your promise of protecting
The life that we was supposed to live instead of what we're left with
And now I cannot breathe I cannot live with this depression feels like
Bullets and bombshells droppin in all directions
If happiness is real for you then you can take the tension In between the lines
In between the sentimental sections
But look upon the mirror now and stare at your complexion
See the face of someone who inside is truly wretched
You abandon ship, tell me why you couldn't even call
Couldn't text, email, no communication at all!
Who you fooling?
But 223 is on my wrist
They ask me bout what it means
But I don't wanna say It
Cuz I don't need to explain
But please don't talk about me
Cuz it lingers in my brain
223
Tatted on my wrist
I'm living moderate risk
Without you I can't exist
But with you is not a fit
Because you gave up and quit
I live my life to forget
It's broken without a fix
Now 223 on my wrist
2 23 The day of my last heartbeat
member when we used spray paint, on the concrete
Bringing fake straps and a j to the hilltop
Sharpie on the shoes, "love you" on the pill box
Towels in the grass, cut class just to sit with me
Reminiscing bout times, you was missing me
Should have listened to reason but I can't hear cuz
The beauty in your eyes was accompanied by a symphony
Wake up in the morning thinking bout people that I shouldn't be
(Cuz) I couldn't sleep and because I couldn't breathe
My hoodie pink you had your mom drop its no good to me
You gave it all back, except for my graduation ring
You prolly pawned it off out of spite, just to bully me
I hope you got everything that you wanted, wholeheartedly
It be better be worth it for you because I know its not for me
I'll always be thinking bout how I lost a little part of me