Lost Messages

Never thought I would
Always thought I could
Say I'm over now
But my head's still wrapped around
When I saw you leave
I could not deceive
Always thought you'd come around
Tried keeping myself calm
Please wait for me this time
I can't get you out of my mind
These were the words I wished to hear
But you took it with you when you disappeared
I don't wanna know
Promise I'm just trying to let go
Thought that you would care
But I was unaware
That you were never on my side
Spent my nights
Decoding fights
Kept staring at my phone
But I never heard your tone
There was no goodbye
I asked myself why
As if you didn't care
Turned our past into thin air
Please let it go this time
I want him out of my mind
These were the words I told myself
Since you fell in love with someone else
I don't wanna know
Promise I'm just trying to let go
Thought that you would care
But I was unaware
That I was not your favorite pair
I never thought I'd get you out of my head
Spent the nights laying in my bed
When I reached a point where I just saw red
And realized how I was misled
You took my trust and threw it away
Like a little boy who's still learning his way
Looking back I remember that day
How I was immature to think that you would stay
I don't wanna know
Promise I already let you go
I see that you don't care
But I was unaware
That you were only passing by