Neither Here nor Missed

If I had been the one like this/ And now you were neither here nor missed/ it's the same thing it's that same hurt every day/ And without it, there's no stress I need to face

Chorus: When you lie/ And you fucking seal and fucking cheat and lie/ No it's NOT the same and don't you ever try/ Don't know WHAT its like to fucking BE alive/ All the time…

The times have not been kind I see/ And so you will take it out on me/ Never ending is the way it starts to seem/ And your actions are what's killing all my dreams

Chorus

It's a chance I must take/ And it's my mistake to make/ Through what's real and what is fake/ I now see the rules I have to break/ If I had been the one like this/ and now you were neither her nor missed/ It's the same thing/ It's that same hurt every day/ And without it, there's no stress I know I'll face/ when you lie It's a chance I must take/ and it's my mistake to make/ Though what's real and what is fake/ I now see the rules I have to break