Charlie’s Song (Mokingbird)

Charlie baby hope you're doing fine and alright
Im sorry I didn't get to give you final goodbye
And it also kills that I didn't get to witness You grow
But your mom taught me to go with the flow
We all prolly moved on
But I'm still stuck at the part when you were mine
Now I'm sitting in this empty room with tears in my eyes
Wondering why
I had to lose two of my favorite cats
There's nothing I can do but just sit back
And cherish all the memories
I made with you and your mom
Keeping them all in my mind and heart I'm writing this song
As thank you
For making me a better a person
You and your mom both you cuties just deserve this
With a handful of happiness
Remember that Your mom's a soldier
She's the strongest but sometimes she may need you to hold her
And I know that you keep her happy and im so glad
That she chose to adopt you instead of letting you be a stray cat
Look charlie baby you're living a better life
Now
And I know that your mom was suppose to be my future wife
But it's funny how things take a turn out of nowhere
Me and your mom we both started feeling that it's unfair for both of us
But Honestly I think it was me
And I hate that I made her see all the bad sides of me that she didn't wanna see and feel how much I made her suffer
But that never changed how much I really loved her
I know I've been a fucker
Excuse the cursin'
Baby just know that im a good person
And I've always wanted the best you and your mother
I don't know about her but I hope you miss me the way I do
Cuz honestly your thoughts are driving me crazy I try to fight through
This feeling every time that isn't gonna help me to live my life peaceful
It's funny how you can love and miss an animal to the point that you cry thinking about em
I'm silent outside but inside I'm shoutin
Now I'm reminiscing looking at your baby pictures
Back when I took care of you as a stray
Till you were adopted now it itches me slowly you drew away from me and i ain't even get to witness You grow to the cat now that you get to be today
I still remember the feeling that your mom and I
Felt when we brought you home you just made our heart melt
You would sleep for hours and your favorite place mama's lap and daddy's arms
You and mama were my lucky charm
Now I'm puzzled in a daze
Hoping that its just a phase
Cuz living without you and your mom just doesn't feel ohk
I miss the sound of your neck bell it looks cute on you don't it
I wish I was only gone for a moment
I wrote this song at my window missing you
And there's nothing I want more than you being happy in your shoe
That's it baby I won't even ask for more
Even though you aren't mine you're the one I adore
Sorry for everything that I put your mom through
As much as I miss you I just miss your mom too
I know that it hurts to see but it just wasn't fair
We could never see each other being together again
Your mother and me
Maybe that's just how it's meant be
We got no control over it
And that's just what Destiny is
But no more worries my young Leo go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

Now hush little baby don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little baby
I told ya daddy's here to hold ya
Through the night

I know daddy's not here right now and we don't know why
We fear how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy pretty baby
But I promise
Mama's gonna be alright

And if you ask me to
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'ma give you the world
I'ma buy a diamond ring for you
I'ma sing for you, I'll do anything for you to see you smile

And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'ma break that birdy's neck
I'll go back to the jeweller who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat
Don't fuck with dad, haha