N a Rut

I been in a rut for months and years

The sneers and jeers from peers

Gone pierce my shield like here’s my fears from ear to ear

This smile was clear and now it’s smeared

And now it’s clear, I ain’t ever gone rest my head in bed I shed a tear

This Belvedere

I switched from liquor and moved to beer

I switched some things and switched some lanes, and switched some gears

You was the headlights and I’m stuck like a deer

Tried to keep my head right, like I’m stuck in a veer

I know that you just scared right? if you was here

I’d hold you down like every night, but I’m too insecure

I’m also scared of failure to succeed the throne, I’m not your king

I wear a ring don’t mind me. I’m just imagining

I just wanna see you breathe, I’m bleeding for no reason

My whole life been fucked up, I ain't 2 good at grievin

Believe in what you want

I’m thievin it’s robbin season

Where my batman

Signal in the sky, I picked it up like the trash man

Dos got a quick temper used to call me madman

Stayed in a hospital cause they said I need a cat-scan

And that’s an advantage

I’m just a bandit

My head was spinning and I'm feelin kinda frantic

Review the damage

I cannot stand this

Welcome to the first tape where everything candid

You used to fill me up; I just need a hug now

It’s been 6 whole years and I can’t even fuck now

A whole six like a touchdown, I jet out until you touchdown

This was getting easier, so why’s it so fuckin tough now

From sun up to sundown

I hear all of these gun sounds

I’m nervous bout this comedown

I guess I’m in a rut now

I guess I’m in the rough now

That was a bad tee off

I used to conquer hard shit

And now I just beat off

I never feel dumb now

I’m usually just p’d off

Everyone got hardships

Listen to my detox

Reebok’s and white sox

Out the park a home run

Beat stops and beat drops

I'm namin all my old ones

And cold ones

I’m sayin all these words but never sold one

Met some good people in Georgia, And I ain’t Knowshon

Moreno, I’m just runnin back to no one.

Middle name Leon, imma king that got a notion

I almost failed out of college from mixing up the potion

Now I have no fun

Worries I just coax em

Smooth it over, lotion

I hate folk, like most of em

See I’m in a rut but I’m coastin