The Monster I've Become (feat. Courtney Barron & SOLOCELO)

You underestimate me
Keep calling me baby
You underestimate my mind
You try but you won't break me
Lie and call me crazy
You underestimate my mind
I wanna make you scared of me
I wanna make you run
I wanna make you see
The monster I've become
I wanna twist the world so you'll never see the sun
A world of my creation
Where you're the only one
Oh, the monster I've become
The monster I've become
The way you movin' your friends call you insane
They be telling me just to keep my mind straight
I'm sick of arguments
All you do is flip the script and
Tell me I'm the only one who is to blame
I caught you robbin' in the dark night
You say you're jokin', girl, that doesn't make it alright
I guess we're overdue a long fight
Bitch you're two faced go and tell your friends I tried to gaslight
I'm back like Lazarus
I hit the cannabis
Ain't got no option, I'm stoney
Take the edge off
Get the meds off
Self medicatin', I'm lonely
Gotta hit the club
See her say "what's up?"
Pretending like she don't know me
The audacity she has to casually act like she don't owe me
My sanity and my broken heart
That was in good condition back at the start
Just tryna really get you out my head
I know you want me dead
You're the monster livin' under my bed
You underestimate me
Keep calling me baby
You underestimate my mind
You try but you won't break me
Lie and call me crazy
You underestimate my mind
I wanna make you scared of me
I wanna make you run
I wanna make you see
The monster I've become
I wanna twist the world so you'll never see the sun
A world of my creation
Where you're the only one
Oh, the monster I've become
I turned into a monster when you left without a reason
Hole in my heart, I fill it with a trip to Neeman's
Nowadays, I don't know the difference 'tween the demons
And someone that's a blessing in disguise
That was not you
You were a curse to me
I'm bad but you were worse to me
You cut me off so carelessly
I shouldn't've took it personally
These days, I don't know nobody that's too trusting
That's why the circle that I got is downsizing
That's why the 'SOLO' in my name is so for real
Now I got these labels tryna put me in a deal
This is not the toxic type of love I'm tryna feel
Drive the Mazerati like I really just stealed it
Red interior, the outside too
All these girls inferior if they don't act for real
Donny really put me on a beat and I killed it
All exotic packaging, the blunt is daffodils
You underestimate me
Keep calling me baby
You underestimate my mind
You try but you won't break me
Lie and call me crazy
You underestimate my mind
I wanna make you scared of me
I wanna make you run
I wanna make you see
The monster I've become
I wanna twist the world so you'll never see the sun
A world of my creation
Where you're the only one
I wanna make you scared of me
I wanna make you run
I wanna make you see
The monster I've become
I wanna twist the world so you'll never see the sun
A world of my creation
Where you're the only one
Oh, the monster I've become