Only But A Dream
I done fell in love with a girl
And she goes by this
I done gave my all to this world
And it gave me shit I
Don't want to die alone
Tucking my pride in my drawls
Its me against time the race is on
I got something that im living for
Always had to put the weight on my back homie
I'll seal his fate if they ever try to back door me
I can turn into a warrior
But I won't take that route right now
Cause I don't want to worry ya
Real independent trynna get it up
Ain't worried bout they opinions nah
Theyll watch the way I'm livin
But theyll never be in my shoes to walk
You can say you get me but you'll never understand my angle
Everybody that I loved turned into an Angel
How you think that makes me feel
Death got its own type of will
I'm clutching on tight trynna keep them here
When I open my eyes that's all I fear
My life is not what it used to be
Got her stressin and obsessin over losing me
Please don't take me from her God I'm on my knees
Isnt this what you wanted from me
Im putting it all on the line
I had a lot of shit I thought I couldn't handle
But I still got through it
Everything good comes with time
Yea I will walk to it even if its through the fire
Even if I block the blessings that's coming into my life
I will be alright
I know that opportunities come
When you don't see the light
So I'm back in it fasho I'm trynna get my weight up
Push the pedal to the flo I cannot fucking wait up
Why slow it
Id rather floor it till they fucking face scrunch
I ignore em when they tell me
I can never do this shit again
Like I never did
Turning heads when I'm walking in
Look like excellence
Spread her legs then jumpin in
Im a obgyn
They like a plague I can never get these niggas off my skin
Tell these niggas quit the antics
Ima up the ante
I done got a back bone
I ain't had it that long
I done got expensive
Im still not an asshole
Pushing all the cash off
Trynna keep my soul pure
They'll try to do me like they did Brittany
Tempt me with fame when I was only 18
That was my first trip on a plane to LA
I knew then and there life was only but a dream