Wonderland/Neverland

Tales from the mind of a man with his head in the Clouds when the worlds gone cold
Devil keep callin my phone
I'm taking a spliff and a sip to the dome
Then i'll open up my story book
To my favorite scene in my favorite dream
Sun setting on a dark night
And the stars flooded by the skylights
So who would of known that a kid like me could've made it
Dreamin bout money there's no limitations
Dont even try you won't break my patience
Look in my mind you'll find a location
All I want money and women i'm chasin
Bought some new Js they packaged in lace
Get all yo bullshit right outta my face
Know I can make it but stuck in a place
Look for the land
Look for the water
Look for the past
Look for my father
Is it enough
I really do wonder
I really do wonder
And if I run away
What would you say
To a land I made for me
I'm flying now
Feet off the ground
I've never felt so free
And if I run away
What would you say
To a land I made for me
This wonderland
This Neverland
This is my lucid dream
Back in mind as I wake up in sweat
Gather myself and i'm catching my breath
Checkin my phone there's five unread texts
Stress settin in as I wonder what's next
Money for bills and only an ex
Searching for signs that i could be blessed
Wearing my heart on my sleeve like a crest
I might've been down but i'm up nonetheless
I'm passin my test
I live in the clouds
I seen it so clear like the glass in her eyes
I've seen it before so it's not a surprise
Put down the disguise
Put down the facades
I'm living for now
So what are the odds
That I can make it with all of my flaws?

And if I run away
What would you say
To a land I made for me
I'm flying now
Feet off the ground
I've never felt so free
And if I run away
What would you say
To a land I made for me
This wonderland
This Neverland
This is my lucid dream
I guess it's gonna be a good day huh