Bewildered

I've always tried hard to write every little thing down
But lately I've been lacking interest to put words to everything I feel, maybe I'm just feeling better?
Maybe my angst belongs to the past?
Maybe the worst days are over..
Or did I just welcome the cold?
Or let you in?
Or is it over?
Isn't (being) righteous that important anymore?
Did I let myself fade away?..