Bluish

I don't know
Which was the moment
I just remember suddenly being here

The body is dead
My mind is the controller
All seems so bright and fast
My heart will breathe

I never meant to disappear so long
I had to leave
I was feeling tainted
I never meant to disappear so long
I left our home to try to fund us something better

I know big love
I have to give more than hard words

But if you say you're in the game
You'll be my sick, sick, sick;
My sweet bone breaker

But if you say you're in the game
You'll be my sick, sick, sick;
My sweet bone breaker

Say the code word, slow
Stop that freaky motion, slow
'Cause I'm fierce and sad
I'm fierce and sad
I'm fierce, I'm self, self destruction