I Feel Everything

I am not sure i want this to take
What it's taking
But that just seems to be the choice
I am making
Mother this is all i ever wanted
Now how do i get back to where there isn't everything, only you

I cannot hear
Because i hear everything
I cannot see
Because i see everything
I cannot feel
Because i feel everything

It is not peace i find, it is not satisfaction
It's not the life i always dreamed or imagined
It is not wisdom, it is not strength
It is not control
It is a promise meant to quell my every fear yet leave me cursed

I cannot hear
Because i hear everything
I cannot see
Because i see everything
I cannot feel
Because i feel everything

I've nothing left
No life or death
No will that's free
I have no way now to explain
What's come over me
I'm just a body overwhelmed
And lying still
A casualty of knowing what i want and wanting what i know

I cannot hear
Because i hear everything
I cannot see
Because i see everything
I cannot feel
Because i feel everything