Final Message

Memories of creatures in the past
Holding down the fort you tried to crash
I felt that sudden urge to fight or flight
But when I opened my eyes you were out of sight
Do I understand you now?
Do I still get texts from you?
Have you picked back up doing drugs again or have you tried something new?
Something healthier and healing of the heart
That's how you start to change
Your ghost still likes to creep up from behind
Your friends keep me updated, though I never asked
I'm not sure if you heard but I fell in love with someone
That treats me the way you should've done
I hope you don't care at all
I hope your anger quells
I hope this is the last song I ever write about you
Cuz I shouldn't dwell on the man you may not be anymore
Woah you may have changed
You may have changed
Ooo
Ooo
Your presence brings a weight I choose not to carry
The idea of you is riddled with clarity
The more I study the dysfunctional family structure
The more I sympathize and understand you
I'll send you healing vibes forever
Even if it's buried in my subconscious
Cuz every human soul deserves a spark of light