Is this how it ends ​

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Ayy, take it back to my seventeenth
Stuck in my room i got tired of going out
Always acting a fool
Sleeping at my homie's house
Always skipping school
Broken bottles at my feet
Kicking back at the pool
I remember we got hungry and
I said that it's cool
I split 20 with the team
Just to get us some food
I had everything i needed
But i ain't even knew
That when i started with the music shit
It changed my view

I pay the toll now wonder where it goes
Still i feel alone
With all this money i could blow
Stuck inside a mind
That's a person i don't know
Thinking i'm a ghost
Yea, my feelings never show

Is this how it ends
I'm so grateful for my friends
If only i could make amends
I hope they knew i meant the best

Fast forward 2019
I got paper coming in living my dream
Balenciagas and i match it with the 'preme
I'm eating good calamari
This shit isn't perfect
But it give me purpose i know what it's like
To feel like a burden working hard cause
I know it'll be worth it
This shit ain't luck
Yea you know that i earned it

I pay the toll now wonder where it goes
Still i feel alone
With all this money i could blow
Stuck inside a mind
That's a person i don't know
Thinking i'm a ghost
Yea, my feelings never show

Is this how it ends
I'm so grateful for my friends
If only i could make amends
I hope they knew i meant the best