Strange, Awful Feeling

[Verse 1]
Well, I lost you while staring at a wall
No mirror's work, the change was inevitable

[Refrain]
What a strange and awful feeling
Such a strange and awful feeling
I don’t want you to know

[Verse 2]
Identity blurs with identity down in the blood
You're changing yourself, not for you but for who you were

[Refrain]
What a strange and awful feeling
Such a strange and awful feeling
I don't want you to know

[Bridge]
It’s known I've walked this road before
And rapped upon the devil's door
To see if he'd let an old friend in again

[Verse 3]
Sink inconsistently into the mist of my shroud
My fingers are blistered, I hope I ain't thinking aloud

[Refrain]
I see you when you're sleeping
I know when you're awake
I don't want you to know

[Verse 4]
We stare at the faith we left waiting to rust in the hall
Our land is in pain and the future is stuck in the doorway

[Refrain]
What a strange and awful feeling
Such a strange and awful feeling
I don’t want you to know