ily/ihy

I've been trying really hard. I want you to know it's just because I care about you
And I don't want to lose you like I lost people in my life
The way that I've been feeling recently is the best I've felt in months

It's based on the way that I felt
The way that I felt when your hand touched my face and now you taking off my belt
Yeah, I wanna see how you could do it
I'ma swim in it like Michael Phelps

I'll do anything, I'll just save my soul
If that would help
Anything to make you feel better about yourself
Baby, I ain't playing

The best time I've spent with you, we was really just laying
First time ever got on top of me
Baby, it felt amazing
Your smooth skin and them pretty eyes

I can't lie, I was praying
Something about the way you look at me, shawty, I just can't get enough
And she said she calling her bluff
I told her I traded money just for her

The first time I ever texted your phone, I knew that you would be my wife
Hey
I was just calling to say that it had nothing to do with you
You didn't change. It was me

I changed
There was nothing you could have done to make me stay
What the fuck
And she texted me last night

And she told me that it just ain't gonna work no more
It was different from last time
But wait, it's never the last time
And you told me you love me, you told me you care

You told me you never wanna see me scared
But fuck it
I'm looking in the mirror
Crying to myself, I wish you was here

I'm back on them drugs, I told you I wouldn't
I told you I wouldn't
Mixing Codeine with percs, I told you I wouldn't
It's 3am, I'm in the studio and I'm about to doze off

And they told me I couldn't
I didn't sleep the night you texted me that shit, baby
I didn't sleep the night you texted me that shit, baby
I cried all day

Never forgot about the faces that you made
Forgot about the feeling that you gave
But fuck it, I guess that it's over
I can't keep on crying on your shoulder

I wish you told me that shit sooner, so I wouldn't have kept trying to get closer
I love you, I hate you, I don't know what I'm feeling
I just know that if you ever try to come back, it's over
I told you I cared about you, and I really fuck with you

It's over
You told me you cared about me
If you would hurt me, you wouldn't be sober
And I told you I'd stay sober for you, but now that you gone

The codeine sitting on my shoulder