Every Misstep

This pulse is
Impulsive
Never satisfied
It leads me
Force feeds me
And still there's nothing inside
I keep my mouth shut
I walk away, but
I can't get out of this place
I keep caving
And this craving
Is needing more than a taste

My face is in the dirt
This time it's going to hurt
Why do you look surprised
I might as well
Make my own hell
Good enough to televise

Is this impertinence permanent
Or am I stuck on repeat
Don't want this impolite appetite
Sinking my teeth in the meat

I'm in the fucking dirt
It's always going to hurt
And no, I'm not surprised
I might as well
Make my own hell
Good enough to televise

I'm falling apart, falling apart
I'm out of control, out of control
And every misstep
Is gonna swallow me whole

A decade of decay
Is gonna eat me alive
But at least you can feast
So one of us survives

I'm falling apart, falling apart
I'm out of control, out of control
And every misstep
Is gonna swallow me whole