I Wish I Knew What to Do

[Verse 1]
Every day, every day, I feel the same
Wide awake with my eyes closed in the rain
If I sit here waiting, will you come back for me?
Could we stay together alone for today?
I can see you running, I can see you hiding from me
You got your motive, that's to run away for something plain
You want a normal life
But no one can act like they falling apart on the inside
You wanna know, what's life?
And you don't have anything to live for [?]
I say, it's all the same
Everyone wants to touch you and look like they're something they're not
And it brings me shame
To the human race

[Chorus]
And I wish I could see you
And I wish I could be with you, my love
And I wish I knew what to do
And I wish I could see you
And I wish I could be with you, my love
And I wish I knew what to do

[Verse 2]
Messages fill up my inbox
Three a.m., you got yourself and all your friends, thot
I hate them, I hate you, too
I hate this fucking world, sending me shots
[?] my house to fucking hang myself
You hear the gunshots
Yeah, that shit was to my head
(I pull the trigger)
Pull that fucking trigger and LOL, I'm dead
Ringing out, now the depression inside me
Oh yeah, if you ain't know, I'm suicidal

[Verse 3]
I got this blood pouring out from my eyes, bitch
Using a pistol, I close up my life, bitch
[?], it was wild
[?]
Take another picture [?]
[?] gun against your head
[?]
I just know the way it looks

[Outro]
Bloodstains on the carpet
Bloodstains on my carcass, oh
Bloodstains on the carpet
Bloodstains on my carcass, oh