monster (feat. Jay-Vee)

That's how I feel when I lost her
Lost her
Everyday I think of what it cost her
Cost her
To switch up how you feel like an imposter
Poster
Yeah all this shit it turn me to a monster
Yeah
So I tell you how I lost her
Lost her
Everyday I think of what it cost her
Cost her
To switch up how you feel like an imposter
Poster
Yeah all this shit it turn me to a monster
Yeah mm mm
I don't wanna be here
Always on my own when it's late at night
All you give is fake care
Even if you know that you are wrong in the fight
I don't really give a fuck about my life
Maybe I should but like nothing make me realize
Life is a gift and that this gift wants me to stay alive
So I'm staying here to treat my mamma right
I just need to lay down
My only friend is the ground
Can't carry the wait of my crown
I drag my shit all over town
That's how I feel when I lost her
Lost her
Everyday I think of what it cost her
Cost her
To switch up how you feel like an imposter Poster
Yeah all this shit it turn me to a monster
Yeah
So I tell you how I lost her
Lost her
Everyday I think of what it cost her
Cost her
To switch up how you feel like an imposter
Poster
Yeah all this shit it turn me to a monster
Yeah mm mm
She turn me to a monster monster
Every time I look at her I want her not her
Got a cold heart baby Ima fall first fall first
I hid away
Got me feeling like a monster
And she so toxic and I'm so selfish
As she screams not talking
And I ain't ever gon help her
And I got nothing to offer
Is this the life of a monster
As she screams not talking
And I ain't ever gon help her
Just stop calling me
Let my conscious breathe
As I go away
And you go asleep
Stop calling me
Let my conscious breathe
As I go scare you away
Did you notice me
That's how I feel when I lost her
Lost her
Everyday I think of what it cost her
Cost her
To switch up how you feel like an imposter Poster
Yeah all this shit it turn me to a monster
Yeah
So I tell you how I lost her
Lost her
Everyday I think of what it cost her
Cost her
To switch up how you feel like an imposter
Poster
Yeah all this shit it turn me to a monster
Yeah mm mm