Enough

This ain't the first time that i been lost
The last time i heard a voice in my head
Screaming loud and blocking out my vivid thoughts
The memories remain but those are barely enough
I need some more
Maybe someone who can take away these rusty looking lucks
I don't want 'em anymore
I can walk without support
I can do this all day long, just don't take away my voice
Cos there's barely anyone who would lisen solely by choice
I'm not asking for so much
I'm just tryna figure out if it was too much for the world
Or maybe to little to be heard
Cos i know i screamed out every verse
Probably way more than I should have
Calling now?
You could have sooner
You say i'm a loner but it was you who left me
Broken and alone i
Made way for the poser
I couldn't fight it
No way to beat defeat when you hoping on a shoulder
Doping should've told her
Let every verse down but it's too scattered for a folder
And i'm really hoping it gets picked up fore i get to show her
But the odds are low and so i know i wouldn't make it
Not till October
Fuck being sober
I know this ain't a tv show but
I wished it was
Then maybe i could get some infinite do overs
Maybe a cabin even lucky green clovers
To fit the covers
This ain't the first time that i been lost
The last time i heard a voice in my head
Screaming loud and blocking out my vivid thoughts
The memories remain but those are barely enough
I need some more
Maybe someone who can take away these rusty looking lucks
I don't want 'em anymore
I can walk without support
I can do this all day long, just don't take away my voice
Cos there's barely anyone who would lisen solely by choice
I'm not asking for so much
I'm just tryna figure out if it was too much for the world
Or maybe to little to be heard
Cos i know i screamed out every verse