Markers and Breakers

September falls soon, the start of something new
Lets break the news and break it fast for us
Do you understand the reason for pain?
Or am I the only one who hears it?
This awful melody is proof that I will never breathe.
But how can I save myself behind the promises I've made
Just to hold on to bitterness
No one needs to know of the nightmares in my head
Cause I am letting go.
The beauty of this night is haunting me inside
Watch me as I drown in this horrible sound
A momentary breath is held as I step back
To make sure I can still feel my heart beating strong.
Disguise yourself to hide the scars
It could be worse you know, so leave it how it is
A monument to please these fallen dreams of mine
They rest at my feet, but I know exactly how this ends.
Please bring me silence to the restless screams inside my head
They haunt me every time I close my eyes
I've had enough of it.
Hollow and despised
A picture in a burning home is all I am anymore.