Figure Out Me

I think of all my best ideas right before I lose them
And if I keep them never find a proper place to use them
Makes me wonder how many ideas see the light of day
Or if there really are any good ideas at all
And I just blow around with all of the leaves in fall

And if I see you don’t know if I should hide or kiss you
But all my stupid flustering just makes it look like
I dismiss you
Then you walk away again
And I start missing you
And feel like an atrocious creature
Why can’t this kind of thing
Be one of my better features

Still tend to wonder why I’m here
Even if that sometimes is clear
I’ve never been one to well adhere
And I struggle to feel near to anyone
Within my own hemisphere
Every now and then I’m chained again
By a little nonsense fear

I’ll bite the bullet while it bites me back the same
Suddenly I’m launched headlong into
Another useless game
Much like all the ones
I was made to play when
Well
I guess you know what happened then

Am I just crazy?
Am I just lazy?
Am I just maybe
Pushing up a single daisy?
Am I deceiving?
Am I receiving?
If I look like I’m grieving
That’s just how I look believing
Are we just out of tune?
Why don’t we take a few and
I’ll figure out me
And you figure out you