​memories

Should've talked to you about how we were coping
But now that you’re silent, I don't think I'm really coping, yeah
I see the ghost inside of you
But now that you’re gone, I don't know if it's true
Should've been more open
Should've said how I feel
Should've done this, should've done that
Should've just been there for you
I know you had to go, but you went way too soon
You let all of the bad guys get to you
And now they’re laughing and they’re joking
And I'm broken and I’m crying
Cause I feel like it's all my fault
I wasn't there enough for you
I'm sorry if it was true
I’m sorry you had to go too soon
But I never thought you'd rеally take that fucking bolt
But you really did and now you're rеally fucking gone
I never thought you'd really take that fucking bolt
But you did and now you're gone and it's all my fault
Yeah I try so hard to just live and breathe
But I can't when you're not here with me
I should've just told you the truth
The truth is I can't live without you
But it's too late now, gone permanently
Cry all night with the memories of you
The dreams we had never came true
Cause they cannot come true if I'm living
I'm living without you
I'm living without you
Cause they cannot come true if I'm living
I'm living without you