​blamed

Oh why am I always blamed?
Why am I blamed?
For every little thing
Ruin my name
For some fame
Ruin my name
You don't know my name
I'm sick of always taking blame
I'm tired of being put to shame
Beat me up when I'm already bruised
To everyone that's dead, I'll see you soon
I'm sick of being thrown to the wall
I'm never good enough for you all
I couldn't feel more weak and small
Maybe I should just end it all
Oh, ooh
Wanna try to end up on your own
With everyone turning away from you
Feeling like everyone hates me whеn they don't
I'm anxious and I'm scared and I can't leavе home
Just lock the door and everything is fine
I'm drowning in the dark, there's no more lights
I guess that kinda reflects my whole life
I wish that I could just fly
My eyes never shut like my happiness did
I'm constantly awake and always on edge
I'm panicking like everything is crumbling
The walls are caving in, and I'm slowly falling
Don't call for help, just stay with me
I promise I'm fine just not mentally
I'd give you my eyes just so you could see
Exactly what's wrong with me
I'm sick of always taking blame
I'm tired of being put to shame
Beat me up when I'm already bruised
To everyone that's dead, I'll see you soon
I'm sick of being thrown to the wall
I'm never good enough for you all
I couldn't feel more weak and small
Maybe I should just end it all
Oh why am I always blamed?
Why am I blamed?
For every little thing
Ruin my name
For some fame
Oh you ruin my name
Oh, ooh

(Breakdown):

WHY AM I ALWAYS BLAMED!
FOR EVERY LITTLE THING!
CONTINUE TO RUIN MY NAME!
ALL FOR SOME FILTHY FAME!
WHY AM I ALWAYS BLAMED!
FOR EVERY LITTLE THING!
CONTINUE TO RUIN MY NAME!
ALL FOR SOME FILTHY FAME!