Let the Pain Fade

Yeah bitch I fucking hate myself too
I just wish that I could hang myself across the fucking room
I just wish that my mind would fuckin' tell me I'm alright
And I wouldn't have to contemplate suicide
When I'm alone standing across the room, I feel like my mind is playing games on me
It's a fuckin' game of life and death
Am I gonna be okay
Will I be able to rearrange my brain today
I don't really fuckin' know what's going on
It's like I got an angel on my shoulder and a demon in my head
I don't understand what the fuck I'm gonna do
Will I just wind up dead
I don't, I don't, I don't
Know
Am I gonna fuckin' die
Every single fuckin' night
With this fuckin' pain inside my eye
I don't know if I'm alright
But baby, ba-baby, baby, you can save my fuckin' life
Call an ambulance
Cause I just fuckin' slit my wrist again
Uh-oh, here we go, I'm about to fuckin' die from all of the blood pouring out my veins
I might as well
Just close my eyes and let the pain fade
Close my eyes and let the pain fade
might-might-might as well just fuckin' close my eyes and let the pain fade
Just let the pain fade