JUST VENTING

Eyes wide open I can't even sleep,
I'm thinking bout you and I hope that you're thinking of me,
Heart up on my sleeve so everybody see,
It's never really hard to tell when something bothers me,
Had to come to my senses,
I was looking for you but you somewhere out in the distance,
And I don't feel resentment,
But you're costing me peace of mind that mean you too expensive,
And I got nothing else to invest,
I be all in if I say I love you to death,
All these people fake I just keep it real with myself,
They be moving foul got me looking round for the ref,
Learning to be more efficient with time,
I hit the road I'm moving forward ain't no pressing rewind,
You gotta be strong enough to move your pride to the side,
The hardest battle usually between your heart and your mind,

I'm in my head going outta my mind,
Trapped in my room losing track of the time,
I need to go somewhere relax and unwind,
I'm working hard scraping up every nickel and dime,
I can't help it that my parents blessed me with the hustle,
I put in work girl you know I'm talking extra muscle,
My circle pretty small I know you that don't mean I trust you,
Was in my feelings but I f****d around got in my duffle,
And I can't feel the pain I think I'm getting numb,
Rather be single than be out here just looking dumb,
Got to the point where I really can't even trust no one,
And all the people closest to me get a little love,
That's just how it gotta be,
I gotta keep my sanity,
Got places I plan to be,
You looking down on me but ain't understanding me,