Till I Live
[홍다빈 "Till I Live" 가사]
[Chorus]
이제는 미소를 지어
우리 아버지께
우리 아버지
이제는 미소를 지어
우리 아버지께
우리 아버지
[Verse 1]
Stacks mula dough and cheese
난 뛰었지 이걸 위해
낮이고 뭐 밤이고 늘
뛰었지 우릴 위해
가족이라는 거짓
뒤에 널 숨기네
그 가면을 까고 보니
보게 된 너의—
Damn, curiosity killed a rat
We've been everywhere and back
Who put DPR on the map?
We all did it for the pack
We all giggled so you'd laugh
Now, where's all our 피 묻은 money?
Motherfucker, where is it at?
결국 안겨준 실망
아빠에게도 실망
엄마에게도 실망
형아한테도 실망
형제한테도 실망
모두한테 넌 실망
하나님도 널 실망
너의 존재가 실망
표정 좀 펴 이 씨발
불쌍한 척은 씨발
처먹은 돈 내놔 씨발
벌레 같은 게 씨발
내 20대 내놔 씨발
죽이기 전에 씨발
말하고 싶었지만
널 위해 ‘쉿’ 했지 난
[Chorus]
Yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah
이제는 미소를 지어
우리 아버지께
우리 아버지, 지
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
이제는 미소를 지어
우리 아버지께
우리 아버지
[Verse 2]
Hold up
Stacks mula dough and cheese
여전히 배고픈 새끼
가진 건 없지만
꿈 하나 * 되는 새끼
주차장을 돌고 돌아
Bunch of brothers all I see
DP—hold up, scratch that
CTYL on my sleeve
녹음을 켤 때
없어 난 실패
지난날들을 위한
내 가족을 위함이야
또 날 죽여 비트 위에
씨발 이거 deep 해
You ain't go no idea
내가 본건 형의 피야
That's word to Ian
Word to Cream, 그리고 나머지
알잖아, 우리 계산하나 없이
끼리끼리 공유했던 마음가짐
전설로 남고파 진짜
래퍼는 난 이미 됐고
앞으로의 10년을 보여줄 준비는 끝
허나 여전히
인생이란 파도는 억세
많은 걸 짊은 내 어깨에
빌린 돈만 억대, 뭐 어때
I be rappin 'til I die, 'til I die, 'til I die
Still live
게으름쟁이들은 걸어
난 뛸 테니
You're dead to me, you ain't shit to me
[Interlude]
언제 시간 나?
아니, 아빠 거의 한 달 병원 다녔거든
저기, 여유
여유가 없는데 그게 나왔어
근데 그거 아줌마가 이십
오만 원인가 냈어
그래가지고 그 돈 줘야 되는데 아빠가 돈이 없다
미안해
너한테 돈 얘기 하려고 한 건 아닌데
아니.. 뭐 나중에 시간 날 때 연락 줘
아빠 한번 얼굴이라도 보게
밥이나 한 번 먹
[Chorus]
그래도 미소를 지어
우리 아버지께
우리 아버지
이제는 미소를 지어
우리 아버지께
우리 아버지
Yеah
[Chorus]
Now, I can smile for my father
For my father
Now, I can smile for my father
For my father
[Verse 1]
Stacks mula dough and cheese
For this I hustled
Worked day and night for us always
As always, you hide behind the lie called "family"
Having peeled off that mask
I have finally seen your-
Damn, curiosity killed a rat
We've been everywhere and back
Who put DPR on the map?
We all did it for the pack
We all giggled so you'd laugh
Now, where's all our blood soaked money
Motherfucker where is it at?
In the end you are a disappoinment
A disappointment to dad
A disappointment to mom
A disappointment to your brother
A disappointment to the brothers
A disappointment to everyone
A disappointment to God
Your existence is a disappointment
Straighten your face, motherfucker
Don’t pull that pity card motherfucker
Spit out the money you took, motherfucker
You pest motherfucker
Give me back my twenties, motherfucker
Before I kill you, motherfucker
Is what I wanted to tell you
But for you ‘shhh’ I kept quiet
[Chorus]
Yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah
Now, I can smile for my father
For my father
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Now, I can smile for my father
For my father
[Verse 2]
Hold up
Stacks mula dough and cheese
Still a hungry piece a shit
Yeah, I may have nothing
But god damn, I got one hell of a dream
Round and round the parking lot
Bunch of brothers all I see
DP—hold up, scratch that
CTYL on my sleeve
When I hit record
I have no failures
This right here is for the days gone by
This right here is for the family
For us again, I kill myself on this beat
This shit gets fucking deep
You ain't go no idea
What I've seen is my brother's blood
That's word to Ian
Word to Cream, and to the rest
Y’all know more than anybody else, money aside
This shit we shared was from the fucking heart
“Ambitions to become a rap legend for real"
That I’ve become
And now I’m ready for the next ten years to come
But still life’s waves are relentless
Having weight on my shoulders
Borrowed money in the millions
But so fucking what?
I be rappin 'til I die, 'til I die, 'til I die
Still live
Lazy ass cats can stay walking
While I show y’all how I be running
You're dead to me, you ain't shit to me
[Interlude]
Do you have some time anytime soon?
I've been in and out of the hospital for the past month
And well, there's
I've been struggling with money and some of the bills that have come out
So, it came out to be two hundred dollars, and my girl has paid for it
So, I'ma have to pay her that money back
But as you know I’m really broke right now
I'm so sorry
Money was the last thing I wanted to bring up
Well, later, when you have time, maybe you can give me a call
So, we can have some dad & son time, you know?
Maybe we can go grab a meal and
[Chorus]
Still I smile for my father
For my father
Now, I can smile for my father
For my father
Yeah